I used to view my life like a bird in a cage That you had the key, so I'd fly in a rage Scream at you when things got rough Bite when I never thought you did enough
When the bars broke and I was finally free Distance and time gave me the chance to see The vivid silks that served as your bonds So pretty you missed the chains beyond
Mother and I used to discuss the fabric and style Father and I would talk about patterns for a while All you had was this and you gave it all to me I wish you'd realize this wasn't who I wanted to be
A year underwater and I've been torn clear Now an invisible wall lies between us, I fear
So I light a candle for the two of you instead Hold the thought of you close when I go to bed Press a hand to the window and feel the cold Remember warmer days and then feel old
Before I go home, there are a few things I have to do Like run a waterfall to a page instead of to you Polish the mask I must wear without shame Else without it, you'd never know my name