Oct 2018
The night I left
you were sitting in your chair with your head in your hands.
Trying to understand what went wrong
when it was me all along.
I looked around the room and something felt off.
Music softly humming
filling the space like a ghost.
I walked to the window to get some fresh air
as I struggled to catch my breath
and drew the curtains to find concrete and I wept.
I packed my things and said my goodbyes.
Telling you I didn't love you and I was wasting my time.
I thought distance could fix all my issues
and I would finally feel the breeze through satin curtains
but those windows proved to be concrete as well.
you were sitting in your chair with your head in your hands.
Trying to understand what went wrong
when it was me all along.
I looked around the room and something felt off.
Music softly humming
filling the space like a ghost.
I walked to the window to get some fresh air
as I struggled to catch my breath
and drew the curtains to find concrete and I wept.
I packed my things and said my goodbyes.
Telling you I didn't love you and I was wasting my time.
I thought distance could fix all my issues
and I would finally feel the breeze through satin curtains
but those windows proved to be concrete as well.
This is about a break up were I was not mentally stable and felt like it was the relationships fault so I cut the person I was dating out of my life but after they left I was still just as ****** up as before and I was broken hearted. It's been a long journey but I'm finally feeling better about myself now and Ive been missing them.
