What fun this is! To have people cheering following believing in your vision! Fueling your ambition!
It's like all the voices that doubted you are done! And you and your supporters are just having fun as you dance while you fail and dance while you succeed, and you just become filled with a pleasant greed and motivation as you feel like you an your dreams are set in full motion!
... But how devastating it all becomes when this all goes in an instant and everyone gets distant and bored because they never really cared if you scored.
In a time like this you remember that you are always on your own, and the only people that might have cared were just you and your folks back at home.