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mari
Poems
Oct 2018
i've become someone
i no longer have anything to lose
and that makes me dangerous
for i am reckless in what i choose
you broke me bad, darling,
and now i teeter on the edge
floating faster, faster, faster to my demise
headlights pass and time stands still
my mind's been blown by an urge to live
that terrifies me into complete submission
my head is in the clouds
as john speeds in and out of traffic
but i am not afraid of what could be
tommy's got his shotgun out
and i'm bleeding now, but still devout
in my new man's little church down the street
jesus calls me from the stars
and pleads with me to slow down the car
but i don't know how so i just scream
my liver is muddy and my mind is fried
i'll take anything to ease the pain of what you've done
and i'll do anyone, including your best friend
i thought you'd be my valentine,
first time in my life, no big surprise,
but you left my heart shattered across the sky
the road is my home now
and stranger's beds are where i lay my dizzy head
dazzled and confused
it was always meant to be this way
but it's easier for me to say
you were the reason for my sweet, suicidal decay
and now they've left you all alone
and you're blowing up my phone
for a piece of heaven, for a diamond covered bone
but i can't let you in again
i can't let you win
yet i take another shot and sell my soul
i'll let u back in, but ur gonna do what i say or i'll kick u to tha curb
#***
#love
#heartbreak
#drugs
#misc
#teen
#sad
#drinking
#grunge
#life
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mari
20/F/heaven
(20/F/heaven)
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