Love you but it hurts like Hell To see what I do to you Since the moment we met it seems Your life has crumbled, fallen through.
Can tell you don't want to blame me For problems that have risen What other explanation is there How we ended up in this position?
Not sure where I led you astray But amidst dazed conversations We got lost, wandered off the path Into a forest of fazing situations.
One catastrophe after the next Round in circles we run Lightning strikes, vengeance proud Each time we think we are done.
Don't know what I did to cause Pause in progress to your goals You are falling in *****-traps Don't remember digging any holes.
Careless steps have consequences Put fences in your tracks Unwittingly tackled defenses Attacks leaving dents on your back.
My smile is weapon of choice Clearly broken but bear arms Friends don't think I possess enough strength My blows do not cause you harm.
Once upon a time we had magic Holding onto lovestruck days Holding something quickly fading Chilled fingertips can hardly graze.
Doubt haunts my every move Cools the fire which burned so strong Instinct telling me to run The picture before me is wrong.
Misguided, confused, questioning everything More hopeless each troubling day Broken, insecure, misery loves company Will I stop painting your skies grey?
I failed in so many inconsiderate ways A destroyer of all things good In this prison I know as my life Regretting decisions I should.
See you stumble on my flaws Don't know why you stay with me Think of how much I've worsened your world Our future black with all we can't be.
:I don't know how to change for the better it is just so difficult sometimes