Tires gripping in the wet. I am slipping. Somewhere not here I am waiting for myself. Tear drops the size of entire oceans rain down. Can not see past my glass windshield. Stop. Break down infrastructure of existence. The premonition of my future. The orchestra in me. There is a dust in the air. I am slipping. What ever happened to me. Resume. Immediate **** forward. Off the cliff into the sea a thousand feet below. I am weightlessly suspended in my golden light memories. Way up here in the silence, the people down below carrying the weight of their problems. All my life I have gripped the earth, felt the power of the tree of life. Life. Is powerful and it breathes. Stop. A flood of blood pours out of me. Glass and blood tucks me in forever.