1500 seconds after, I tripped over my own boots. I fell onto the sidewalk and scraped my knee, a dusty indigo mark. today i might’ve made a friend; she asked to share my notes and I gave her the date. I forced my arm into the closing train doors because i was taught to fight for what you need. I let my words flow and ebb and my thoughts consume me, follow my veins up my pallid legs through my fingertips, and let them sink me. because you taught me to journal.