After so many sleepless Nights and days I've finally had a moment of silence.
A moment when I did not feel I had no thoughts or pain. I didn't think about you.
I was so tired Everything around me was dead. It was such a bliss.
But my body is collapsing And I begin to wander Will my feelings for you Die first or me?
After weeks of dozing off two or three times a day for less than an hour, lots of caffeine, drugs, mental and physical exhaustion, last night I've finally had a moment of silence, everything around me stopped, the pain and my thoughts were no longer there.