You should know that I often fall in love with girls I play board games with. Really, it's nothing personal. It's just that when I get competitive, sometimes I get romantic Someone once told me that they can't love someone until they've witnessed their worst, and I think you should know that I'm not my worst self anymore. Breaking down isn't realness. So for all that self awareness.. I am more of a coward than I am a king And I will fill my time with more ordinary things Because I can barely stand the way all these feelings within me sing