I came home always happy
every day was my happy
no poetry of any philosophy
no thoughts any darkness of death

I came home always happy
I always had a sun in my heart
no one can believe that I can
be in sorrow
in sadness
and in the dark

so it was before
and this is no longer to return
that bright ray disappeared
disappeared
it can not be returned

so it was before
and this is no longer to return
the sun has disappeared
was lost
now it's night

dark horrifying night
without love in the heart without affection
now my childhood has passed
real life came
the sorrow has come

13.06.18