'They're just a teen' gets dropped on the daily. Like the added couple of letters at the end determine whether our feelings are valued or not. They only ever tell us they're here for us when someone offs themselves on the train tracks next to the school. Call this number if you feel down. Teenage years are the time to find out who you are, and maybe I am a depressed mess, but us Gen Z kids are doing our best to make sure us sad'ens feel alright. Sometimes we don't feel alright, and, so what, if it is just down to hormones and periods, and Max's muscly shoulders or Louise's brown eyes. We are allowed to feel like ****. Cos Teenage years are the time where we find out life isn't like animated movies; that bad guys are defeated and the hero wins; cos, in the end, sometimes we're our own saboteurs. And we find out, sometimes that's okay;Β Β to knock ourselves down will make us build ourselves up in the grand scheme of things; I sure as hell know I hate how I feel most days, and I'm sure most teenagers do.
I'm just a teen; but I have a loud voice, terrible jokes and a **** economy to grow into, and I'm allowed to be mad and cry and I'm allowed to feel like **** and want to die because in the end, I know it'll all be fine. Married or alone with wine. Sometimes life is ****, and that's okay; and to me, that is the teenage dream.