Its in my blood
In my veins
In my brain
Feels good to feel insane
Feels good to feel laughter
For once.
Its in my heart.
Those pills i once popped.
Those who i once trusted,betrayed.
Couldn't pay em bills
Couldn't feel sane again.
Didn't wanna repeat the same mistakes as those who couldn't get home before 1.
Mama told me i wasnt made for that life. I begged to differ.
Now im indifferent.
Couldn't tell who was better.
The society i was being dragged into or the family who said they would stay.
Liquor drowned me
People crowded me
Knowledge left my senses.