silence is all i’ve ever hoped for the constant blaring drumming of my heart keeps my mind racing with each pitter patter it lets out my brain buzzes with activities from the moment it comes to each day my stomach screams and falls into itself over and over and over with each rise and fall of excitement and loss my body aches
sometimes things get to be a little too much. i always found it odd that my feelings caused such physical symptoms. when i say i’m tired and hurting i do not just mean mentally, it’s physically exhausting and i actually get sore from these feelings.