I am me. I dislike blonde men with ****** hair. However, I like Kurt Cobain from nirvana. I also like allowing the rain to wash over me once in a while. I have experienced pain. Also heartbreak. I thought I knew love. I also thought I knew myself. This I am attempting to figure out. Depression. It's real. I felt it hit my soul. I over achieve in most things I attempt. Yet nothing is ever good enough. No amount of external praise lifts my spirits. Internal praise does not exist. I consider myself bold. Honest. Blunt even. I also consider myself mental. Ugly. Impatient. These are a few of what makes me who I am. Who would I be without the name I was designated? Would the previous words define me?