a hand to hold sounds so precious as i lay in an empty bed with a full heart waiting for someone to take my hand my brain overflows with the thoughts of one but i dare not tip the glass for the fear of a spill overrules the aching and as it drips i grasp for a hand which doesn't exist i believe in love at first sight because it's the only love my lonely eyes can create a big planet full of people and my hand stays vacant it's so hard to say you've never made contact with another humans lips in an unconditional heartfelt symbolic embrace why is the only question i can ask that will never have an answer and i have yet to see a change in that but i guess it's for the best because my weakness takes over my confidence and ruins it all and so i lay in the empty bed hand outstretched waiting for touch love acceptance belonging happiness
sorry that this is so many lines. i just like writing that way.