Do you see me? I think I am right here. My thoughts don't reach you; they are just shadows. Casting on to fear. I hear you. Loudly. Clearly, I am gone. You are gone. Savaged.
Damaged yet perfect. A grandfather clock Stuck in '15. Foreboding. Relentless. Silently screaming my regrets with its face. I love you. But do you see me now?
You don't hear me. Although I burn alive like space debris until I dismantle into pieces. Scattered places I can't see. I guess that's why you don't see me now.
I often find myself thinking out loud: Do I even see myself? No, I don't.