You break. He's the reason. You fall apart. And that's okay.
Now you're stronger than ever, you have learned on your mistakes and your weak points.
Now let him know that you've woken up the side of you which is uncatchable, the liquid flame which blossoms in the desire to devour anything you want it to, that you have asserted utter harmony with the knowledge of what are you capable of.
Now, you're strong. After breaking and rising from the dust, who could stop you now?