My fear was Having all my hard work Lost. Destroyed. Reversed. Feels like I’ve been cursed With you stuck in my head All I do is dread I miss you but I hate you I can’t seem to escape you. I throw shade on your name You’ve been acting so lame Acting like you don’t love me And what we had wasn’t real. I get the feel That you moved on So I push forward too Only sometimes to rue Leaving you Or loving you Depends on my mood. Everywhere I go We put a stamp on it I know everything you love And I try to run away from it I ran so far only to end in my starting place So here I am Writing about you. Loving you And hating you. Can’t get away from you Look forward to the day I do.