A bit like Kerouac, not trying to run away. Just want to be free like the river. The mere thought makes me shiver. Not knowing. That's the rush. Where will I sleep tonight? Where will I go tomorrow? It's anyone's guess, and I like it that way.
I'm not running from you, I'm running from me, to a better version of myself. You don't need to get it, just accept it.
Wind in my hair, smoke in my hand, but no longer over my eyes. These highs don't go any higher.
Don't agonize over me, just let me roam free. It's where I'm meant to be, can't you see?