At times in existence What you feel cannot be described The words are there ready to erupt The circuitry laid inside Is beyond description You're allowed your own wants You'll never know if they're wrong You paint it, you say it, angry at night You sing it til it curdles into bloodied screams The reality is your beauty Is so kind that it gets the knife The tip drips with black instead of white The pen is, it turns out, poisoned With toxicity to life You live hope. You live faith. You are strength. Yet your desire is forever ensnared Caught in a cry