i shaved my beard off the other day. ive never made a bigger mistake. i look like a child. i am a child. i never want to look like a child.
my neck looks bigger my face appears to be melting. i guess thats what was under all the wool.
i dont have the ***** to live like bukowski and if i did i wouldnt be bukowski anyway.
ill be honest in saying i dont know anything and the things i have learned came at the expense of something i thought i knew. theres a knife in my stomach two right hands around the grip two lefts pointing blame at one another