I've been
feeling
lately,
like a disappointment

what can i do?

..if im not enough for you

i try so hard,
daily
to be happy and gracefully
but it never seems to work out
and

im failing fast

any moment and im drowning

sometimes i just wanna die
sometimes i ask myself why do i try?
if im not enough
than it must be pointless
to find reasons to go on..

what a disappointment