if you ask me what i fear,
i will not say heights,
i will not say snakes,
i will not say spiders,

i will say you.
im scared of having my love for you hurt me,
**** me,
****** me.
im scared of drowning in tears that Y O U could cause.
im scared of you not caring anymore.
im scared of you forgetting.
forgetting all the tears,
all the laughter,
all the smiles,
all the cuddles,
everything.
im scared of you leaving me.
alone.
and scared.

so ask me again what i fear.
and i will say over and over again.
you.