This hurts, Like nothing I’ve ever felt I feel like my mind is slowly turning a darker shade of you Like the walls I’ve so carefully built are rotting from the inside It’s rain damage in the foundation of who we were, Damaged from the start, it was destined to end this way I just wish we had more time before you showed me the true nature of your foul and inconsidered words. And you defended yourself valiantly but you stood your ground when it was the ground you stood on that stands between us. Our scares are the battleground we wage war upon, like my hurt means a thing on this cold April night. These snow storms in spring remind me that not everything can follow a code of rules, Some spirits can’t be tamed and yours is a beast I’ve fallen in love with But it’s that love believe it or not that leads me to the conclusion that we could have never even landed with the stars despite our aims. We were always earthbound