There is the one girl that speaks And when she is at her peak You sit and think about everything you missed or the people who coexist But its towards the end of her speech you’ll cry Trust me you will never find out why You might look back and realize That every word she said was a lie. -the one who spoke in sunsets Then comes the one that thinks She’ll think even when on the brink Of mental insanity Oh the humanity! What will happen to her? She only sees the blur Of what her life could be If only she were able to see -the one who needs glasses I felt bad for the invisible The one who was never able To make herself feel seen Maybe I was just mean, But no matter She was only a scatter Of what made a personality Unfortunately, hers lacked finality. -the one who I thought I knew The one who felt Was who I got dealt, I saw her at my lunch table, And wondered if she were stable. Her eyes sparkled a delicate no. She was always able to bestow Emotions of what she wanted onto others, She never was able to recover Once they left out the front door With her lying on the dance floor. -the one I left on the dance floor Finally, there is me, For so long I was lost at sea But I came back to shore And Oh!, I just adore What I have become! I don’t want this to be done. I refuse to go back to how I once was Because Lies I can never untell, Because I’ll never forgot my mother’s face Because that was never who I wanted to be And all three years were agony. -the poet who wished for better
This poem is really personal to me. This describes who was in my life when it was a really bad time for me.