At 2am he asks me how I am I avoid the question by saying im in bed eating a bag of shredded cheese I figured it would answer its self I look into my brain, mental instability on the top shelf He looks inside his to find what to say back to her- “Is i️t cheddar?” It’s mild- i️m wild ive got the heart of a child when they see a dog at the shelter It’s my responsibility to fall in love with her And him and you and everybody i see Im a ******* pisces Im going to wake up with cheese all over my ******* bed My horoscope said “if you don’t swim for something, you’ll drown for anything” Stop holding my head underwater Go find pearl jam and have them call me daughter And I’ll wear the shoe laces of a queen Im a sane mother’s ******* despite the neon static in my head and the spiratic crumbs in my bed “No eating in bed” they said Then hit me with a shovel, plug the hdmi chord into my ear and watch my chemical dreams on the big screen in the neighbors backyard Shove a joint in my eye as a thank you card and turn the volume up Throw me in the back of a pick up truck Then tape my hand to a gas guzzling motorcycle maybe it will help me sleep Keep the helmet on the seat No drinking for lent and on sundays don’t cheat Beat me with a golf club sell me on stubhub I might have a talent or two But soon I’ll fall off of my thrown, theres something missing from my shoes I find the white lines tied to a pipe Seperating a head from a body A shoelace in this case was worn by an undeserving daughter Slaughtered by a helpful string “Turn off that thing” the neighbors screamed “Stop her mind” **** was just getting good, mind you Rip down the screen, pull out my ear too Put the shoelaces back on my shoe Theres nothing to see here but a disturbed dream With shredded cheese at the crime scene