O wherefore do I echo Job? to hail "My soul is weary of my life--" from hence As ver'ly true and what dogs me fr'intents Now Mum is not, nor any lover? They'll Arraign me for it, doubtless, cuz t'avail I still have joys, smile for the sparrows, fence These posting hour with prayrs He'd give me thence Unto a husband, aye to bear kids' tale. And come, why does my path dissolve as twere Each step I take? aught moments passed gone to Obliv'on whilst my fingers grapple for (in puir 'Scuse) all I seemed to have? March skies are blue Sans clouds, the caller breath mild as it'd stir Trees' naked boughs to trembling, and where to?
15Mar18a
And why did they press me over being so cheery? Mebbe chronically depressed people know how to be ambivalent. Huh? Huh? Huh? Ya.