I am afraid to let you in, not because I am afraid of you hurting me,
But because I am scared of hurting myself, by loving you a little too much.
My personal torture of both a blessing and curse with BPD. I tend to have this overwhelming love for humanity and everyone I meet. I am genuinely a clingy person who struggles to let go or even need constant reassurance... But at times it kills me that even the love I give and show, may never mean anything.