**** it...

Time and time

And time again

I find myself

Stuck between a twist

Within spin I think everything

Is finally settled down

Only to get back up

On my feet

To see flames around me

At certain points I ask God & his son

Why work this way with me

Why let me bathe in

This immense heat

Sweat resting on my forehead

Blood surrounding my feet

Tears ready to take lift off

From my broken eyes

Is this price of attempting to

Be Great....

Tell me!!! Answer my question

Hear my call.....as I looked

Up at the sky all I saw

Was the storm and all I felt

Was the pain I continued

To crawl and scratch my way through what I felt like

Was hell using every piece

Of strength I had left

Wondering what was the point

And after awhile I finally came to a
Stop

Just when I thought all was lost
I realized

The heat

The storm

The pain

Was no more

I looked up only to see

Big clouds and a clear sky

Then it happened a voice

Spoke inside my head

......you must first see the dark

Before you behold the light....

Be strong not weary....

Those word from now and forever I would

Always hold dear to me