happiness is a word i no longer find the meaning for i loved her but now i think of her as a ***** I DEMAND NO MORE as i lay here on the floor as my tears pour out i have doubt that i meant anything to her was i just a chauffeur to her from A to B did she love me what did i mean to her life is just a blur it's like she was a curse that briefe happiness before it all came crashing down now all i wear is a frown its like i'm in a wedding gown but i'm not walking down that isle i am being carried in a black box while the few who are there watch on and cry i fly