I still think of* you,
Late at night,
When I can't sleep right.
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I still dream of you,
In my grasp,
When loneliness refuses to unclasp.
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I still long for you,
By my side,
When my tears have dried
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I still cry over you
Every waking second,
When my beating heart beconds.
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I still can't forget you,
Every single day,
When I say I'm okay.
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Why,
Is everything still,
**You?
We really have no idea what's going on in eachothers lives anymore. For the most part I think I'm doing better on my own, by that I mean us not talking... It's hard, I can't lie, this piece sums up alot of what I'm going through on the most basic level.
These pieces don't help me like they used to, back in the day, but I guess it's a good way to say things I wouldn't usually be able to.
I hope you're doing okay, I hope you're happier now and with people who improve your day, mood, happiness and life. I'm trying to do the same for me...
I look forward to counselling, and to being in a better place, atm I don't know what for, who for or why I am living, so finding a reason will do me good.