I lost myself a long time ago, you think I'd be numb by now.

I wish I could have drowned everything out, all the friends that gave me false hope.

The knife still twisting in my back.

I thought he loved me, did you atleast feel something?

Probably not, probably not, I'm more foolish than I thought

Behind that quivering tree, I spilled my heart.

But you just let the liquid poor in the dirt, leaving my
tears to flow.

I still miss you, and it's crazy because I barely even knew you.

I had hoped you were more than a stuck up brat.

Guess I was wrong, guess I was wrong.

Your sister and mother used to love me, now they look at me like a
stranger.

What did you say?

Do you know it still burns?

Their affection was real, but now they look at me like an infection.

What did I do wrong?

I guess we weren't meant to be, I can except that.

Your the reason why I'm scared to love anyone, I hope your happy.

Did you just want to humiliate me, embarrass me like a kicked puppy?

Take that fat stack of cash and shove it up your ***.

Maybe its better you left me that day, all alone.

I could've filled the ocean with my tears, but you wouldn't have cared.

Grazing your palm, going to your baseball games.

I was the idiot, for falling for you.

Falling for a brat.

What did I expect?