Why is it that pain clouds our judgments
it awakens our bad habits,
I was afraid of how I felt without you
and the only way I thought I could find myself again was through bad habits,
I was wrong
without you, before you, I was whole
Do you know what feels more pleasing than overcoming bad habits
The sweet feeling of satiation in knowing how worthy you were
In knowing I deserve to be whole again
In knowing I was worthy, and you,
You were a bad habit
a flame that’s been finally extinguished
And I am whole again