We have a toxic relationship And i wish saying it would change it, But it won’t. And i need to give up hope. Because i cant Breathe anymore, Choking on the smoke. And i get it, you’re either too grumpy or not bored, So you don’t want to deal with me. But getting it doesn’t always change what i see. You can’t say I’m not one thing, Just to turn around and use similar terms. That’s not what i deserve.