Ethanol to make me numb
end up crying, just feel dumb

Ecstasy to make me happy
the next day is never quite sappy

Love to finally fix my life
just adding to this eternal strife

Time to accept
That they're no use
Just postponing
Everlasting blues

Time to repair
everything that's broken
one thing at a time
still a struggle unspoken

So many scars
every week a new
guess I'll just have to
mend every week a two

But so much pain
it is appalling
maybe just one drink
a little dulling ?

And here we go
the cycle renews
so here I stay
swimming in the blues...