I still romanticize everything about you
Forgetting why we never worked
Letting my past out like the string on a kite
Letting your voice swoop me up like a storms breeze
With ease

I still notice the tiny details about you
Your nose like a roman god
freckles like the night time sky
Keeping my feelings in like the lock on an ancient chest
Keeping my mouth quiet like a hollow winter night
To make things alright

I still love you in a way
Not like lovers, a brother, or a friend
It's complicated
But I push it away like high tide to the sand
Push myself to get over you
Even though you don't have to