and you should tell her whose heart you still have tucked away in the back pocket of your jeans. and she deserves to know who sold it to you in the first place for morning kisses and cold feet in the bed, because she plants her lips like daisies onto yours at night and wears knee socks beneath the duvet. and it's 3 A.M. and you're thinking about taking a drive and she is fast asleep, so you take your jeans and your cigarettes and step on the gas, alone in your Camaro. and it's still 3 A.M. when you pull into my driveway and i'm awake, too. and i say nothing when you unlock the door and puff clouds through my kitchen. but i should've known you couldn't remember if it was my heart or the nicotine that you were addicted to, and yet i padded to where you were, pulled out your mug from the cabinet and i thought about how much you traded when it came to her.
this is an oldie, like when the arctic monkeys came out oldie. i was hella in my feels as an angsty tumblr emo teen (if you couldnt tell at the mention of cigarettes hahah).