It's raining outside. I'm fading away, With nihilistic thoughts, Empty emotions, Into the darkness I go.
Maybe it's time to quit. As long as I live, I will have some hardship. But why should I worry, About the thoughts I keep.
"There is always a light" In this dark abyss there is light, But only for others to acquire. So I can't really fight the dark, It holds me really tight.
All these thoughts, Drove me to something bigger. Just sadness I feel, Nothing else better. I wanna shout 'help me', but...
It's raining outside.
I wrote this a while ago, when I felt really down. I was in a bus and it was raining outside. A very close friend of mine got on the bus. I decided to tell him about how bad I felt for the last week or so but he approached me first and he said: "Hey, it's raining outside.". That mixed with my feelings that day created this poem. It's my first. Originally mine. Translated from Turkish with a little touch to give it a slight rhyme.