I'm not what you wanted, Not what you need, And I guess I could carry on and say it's okay, But in reality, I keep drifting away. You're tearing me apart, Ripping my skin from the inside out; I'm still stuck on an excuse to compensate for lost time. I always knew you were never meant for me, Maybe fate guided us, but your intentions were made clear otherwise. I wasn't prepared for a route to shift and create an unexpected turn, I just wanted someone to stick by my side, to remain loyal and wholesome, But I guess that was far too much to ask for. Given our current circumstance, I probably should've never expressed myself to you, Too blind to even consider the sight of unpredictability; The fact that anything can go any other way at any given moment. I made myself see what I so desperately craved in another; love Now that I think of it, I should've never doubted my gut when it indicated that my ends couldn't tie to yours.