My heart is being split in two. I don't know what I'd do without either of you. Feels like I'm here playing a game. My love for you drives me insane. I cannot handle this pain. ANYMORE.
Take my body and take my pain. My mind tells me to leave. But my heart tells me to stay. Take my sorrow until tomorrow. I don't think things will ever change. FOR ME.
Just think about leaving me. I'll have a panic attack. Too many attachment issues. Now it's death that I lack. And all of Lords angels and the Lord of the Dead. They could never make me whole. AGAIN.
I know that I seem heartless but in reality. I just have too much heart. Love is blind you'll see. Life isn't a fantasy. Not a dream come true. We all die alone. This is nothing new. And all of my demons keep me awake at night.Β Β They are always hoping. FOR A FIGHT.
Life is not a game. Not a fairytale. It's not an infinitive dimension. Not all love is the same.
Your prayers will not help you. The decision is yours. Doesn't matter if you sell your soul. What matters is if you love is true.