October 4th 2017 I have been through ****, Trust me. I know how it feels to have all the feels I know how it feels to be unnoticed and feel unloved But I also know how it feels to be the person that doesn’t feel anything back to the person who is flying as high as a kite because they are so in love. Neither feeling is great, we all feel the pain and the gain and the loss. Since I’ve been through hell and back, I know what I think I deserve. Wanting someone who gives me more than you do, But still falling for you, Even though im with you I know that someone could make me feel happier than the happy I am with you. You say im your queen on one day, Then you go back to treating me like the maid. I have given you warnings that you need to level up your game Because we started this level together when I was weak Now im strong and getting stronger And with strongness comes realization, Realization of how I have changed. I am not the ugly duckling anymore I feel as though im now the swan. I know now that I can do better It’s hard because I love you But I feel as though we are stuck at this level Im trying to go higher but you are still repeating the same level not gaining any experience. I just don’t know what to do Should I start a new game and end ours Or try again to help you level up In the end I started a new game, A game with out you.