so young and unprepared like the ocean before a storm i was once like that. but in due time one becomes aged and bent you are no longer innocent your eyes begin to sag your body is an old tree and with such cruel fate comes even more confusion for all this time you let yourself go, it was not enough but do you remember when you were a child? when your mother kissed you goodnight. and the stars were twinkling like diamonds the ones your grandmother got you on your 11th birthday. but now it's over, mother is not here. the stars are old, and so are you. you have heard the call from the past. and that is all it is. you are older. and so much more different and so much more sad.