What if I'm sick of it? What if I'm sick of the role you have so eloquently written for me? What can I do if you are obsessed with colouring in the lines while I yearn to draw outside of them? What if I go off script and say something foolish, dumb -stupid even.
What if I want to let go of it? Let go of the loneliness that accompanies the burden of being perfect. What if you realise that the higher you set your expectations for me, the further you will fall.
I am not ready to carry that responsibility. I am not ready to be perfect.
29/10/17
Was feeling a bit down and scribbled this down in my journal. Thought I would share it with you online too :)