Do the stones ever grow to be a rock?
Will my heart ever mend by your mock?
So many questions rushing at once
Prescriptions come in dragging over months
It's you who has driven me insane
All these injections and drugs, O'tis pain
**** me at once so all that I feel disappears
Insomnia chocks me, as if laid on bed of spears
Why do you visit me everyday?
Aren't you satisfied to see me this way
If revenge is what you seek,
Why don't you open up and speak?
I know deep down in a corner of your heart
You have pushed me and locked me in the dark
I can see it through your sunken eyes
That what you tell me is a pack of white lies
Why are you suffering?, its me who is dying
On these white sheets, day and night laying
But before I die, let me tell you this
It's you whom I love(d) and thus I will miss
Be sure, not to wet your lashes
But promise me, you will wash away my ashes
In my lone long journey to the spirit world
Tonight is my turn, when I will be called...


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