Oct 2017
Sleep comes over to sleep
Leaving me empty & alone
And it keeps snoring
Happily as I have known!
I look at it
And demand
Please sleep,
Let me sleep
with be you
And be at peace.
It declines,
Leaving me
Empty hearted
I cling, I drown,
I silently cry out
HELP!
Someone
help me please!
I see only pills
I drank them
Gulping with water.
I knew
I was drowning
Untill
I found the sleeping pill
To rescue me
From the devil inside
Me!
Leaving me empty & alone
And it keeps snoring
Happily as I have known!
I look at it
And demand
Please sleep,
Let me sleep
with be you
And be at peace.
It declines,
Leaving me
Empty hearted
I cling, I drown,
I silently cry out
HELP!
Someone
help me please!
I see only pills
I drank them
Gulping with water.
I knew
I was drowning
Untill
I found the sleeping pill
To rescue me
From the devil inside
Me!
Late night panic attack leaves his me hard.
I heard how loneliness **** same as smoking.
Living that life, every other day
I wish I fall in love with myself with all the bruises and burns. The past haunts me, the present scolds me
And future shouts at agony! Self-harm hurts. Unable to heal. I have been clean for a year but again the devil from within took over me! Not easy, and more than that hiding it from the real world and keeping a static face is more difficult.
I heard how loneliness **** same as smoking.
Living that life, every other day
I wish I fall in love with myself with all the bruises and burns. The past haunts me, the present scolds me
And future shouts at agony! Self-harm hurts. Unable to heal. I have been clean for a year but again the devil from within took over me! Not easy, and more than that hiding it from the real world and keeping a static face is more difficult.
