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Muskaan Jul 2018
I was always seen as a different person.
A person who did not fit in with others.
A person who was always investing time and effort.
Into things that apparently did not matter.
The Nerd.
Wearing glasses, having braces, and loving overalls.
That apparently makes me a nerd.
Someone who had no friends.
A lonely kid that sat in the corner of the classroom.
A nerd once and forever....
Muskaan Jun 2018
I promise to bug you every single day.
I promise to make you laugh and smile.
I promise that I will always support you even when I do not agree.
I promise.

I promise to always be there for you
When times are rough.
I promise to always hold your hand.
I promise that I will always
Remain loyal, honest, and trustworthy.
I promise.

I promise that I will laugh at all your jokes.
I promise that you can always feel comfortable telling me anything.
I promise to always love you.
I promise.

I promise that one day I will marry you.
I promise that one day you can call my parents yours.
I promise to be with you for the rest of my life.
I promise.
Muskaan Mar 2018
Nothing,
No sense of belonging
No place to go
Disappointment running through your veins
A place of no value
A sense of emptiness.
Working hard has no value anymore,
The time of commitment is long gone.
Nothing,
No sense of the future
No expectations
Just you,
Standing there
With nothing to hope for anymore.
Muskaan Mar 2018
Why are there people like this in the world?
They bring you down to the ground.
The way they bring you down hurts and it is hard to ever get up again.
Something restricting your strength.
Overpowering your body.
A strange feeling of guilt mixed with anger builds inside of you.
But the lack of strength limits you to take any action.
So you just lay there on the ground.
Crying.
Until the pain eventually goes away...
Muskaan Mar 2018
Why am I like this?
Why did you make me like this, God?
Why do I care so much?
The tiniest sparks of fire making the flame larger by the minute.
The grasp of time being eaten away like large chunks of your life disappearing.
Why do I keep thinking?
It is a non-stopping journey.
A journey where the path never comes to an end.
Muskaan Mar 2018
I kept on loving him.
I kept on loving hi
I kept on loving h
I kept on loving
I kept on lovin
I kept on lovi
I kept on lov
I kept on lo
I kept on l
I kept on
I kept o
I kept
I kep
I ke
I k
I
It
It w
It wa
It was
It was m
It was my
It was my m
It was my mi
It was my mis
It was my mist
It was my mista
It was my mistak
It was my mistake.
Muskaan Feb 2018
Dear Lover,

You pretend to love me
Even though inside your heart you want to tear me
Tear me to pieces
Shred me like a piece of paper

You pretend to love me
Hold me in your arms
Like I belong

You put on an act
That wont last long

From,
A Broken Heart
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