I'm sorry
I didn't mean to hurt you
I didn't mean to **** it all up
I don't wanna lose you
But if that's what happens
Then I deserve it
...
You shouldn't be friends with someone
Who hurts you so badly
Without even knowing how or what they did
I don't deserve you
And I'm sorry
For hurting you
I didn't mean to
I didn't mean to upset you
I didn't know what to say
I didn't how I did what I did
And I was too idiotic to even realize
What I said could be interpreted in an entirely different way
And it didn't occur
And in my own ****** up and stupid self centered thoughts I didn't know what to say
I didn't know how to apologize
I didn't know what to apologize for
And that's ****** up.
I never want to be that person
And I don't want to lose you.
But immediately after I turned away and knew I would lose you.
Why would I apologize when you're mind is already made up
How can I change the unchangeable
And that's ****** up
And I'm ****** up
And I don't deserve you
And I'm sorry. For everything.
For what I said
And what I thought
And how I didn't respond
How I didn't apologize
How ****** up that was.
...
Please go.
Please leave me actually.
I don't deserve you.
No because I'm a ****** up human being.
And you deserve so much more than this
I'm ****** up
And I hurt you
I wounded you
And I never meant to.
And you shouldn't deal with someone like that
Thats someone you let go.