It is 3:27 A.M. We just ended a three hour call This was the first time hearing your voice in 6 months You said my name like old times Like we never ended We talked effortlessly But only about your wants and needs That is what I've always been here for right Your call was nothing more than an attempt for a late night hookup But for me it was a slap to the face The sound of your voice hit me like a ******* train A repercussion of memories appeared stronger than ever Does it bring you pleasure to trifle with my feelings I tell myself to hate you But you know more than anyone that will never happen Because I am wrapped around your finger Not knowing how to set myself free
9/5/17 I deleted your contact from my phone but I recognize the last numbers I had to take a couple breaths Before I allowed myself to get tangled in your word