love can be complicated in a good or bad way it can change in a second just by the words that you say and turn quick on a dime and turn bright skies dark grey, instantaneous darkness even in day its amazing when love when it goes far away, an the heart is not something with which you should play,
an so, like a double edged sword it can cut like a blade in the flash of a moment is down your heart laid from the true sacrifices an the debt that you paid to heavy to bear it what the heaviness weighed spreading and luxate in pieces now splayed grasping the light dear as it slowly can fade smothering all false hope from the hands that you prayed wondering why the heart- how it strayed? an regardless of cost your love you'll not trade all you remember is the love that you made an the person you love so is just hidden in shade unattractive they look, in an envious jade, but your still at their side in sweet comfort an aid to shelter in all storms when they feel so afraid only to find out it is but masquerade perhaps some crazy ideas that you hadn't obeyed now just wasting your time on a journey delayed an really not funny is this type of charade leaving all of your nerves an well everything frayed just seeping through all yes in all to pervade as false rumors swirl an how you are portrayed then finally a flash wow, dead like grenade, now only to bury that thing with a *****
but just before- you do, you stare- empty into the dark of that abyss why oh my mercurial fate why'd you give me such a kiss? all I really wanted was a chance at true love bliss? you **** it all to hell
an then you fixate on all the broken promises pieces of requiem left in the wake of that explosion living amidst the wreckage like the movie called inception to die within a dream?
oh the dear carnage, you lie awaiting your death too,
wondering what in the beautiful world you knew, could have went so tragically tragically wrong?
This is pretty much about the past and how you can give everything to somebody and not realize it's toxic and then once it is talk to you still have difficulty getting out of it. Also the after-effects of how past relationships if you can't see the beauty in the pain can affect the picture and how you interact relate with new love. Trauma can heal tho with open mind and acceptance. this one person might not actuallyhave been that bad but he said I didn't obey? Well oy vey say what? Lol this is a lot about not holding onto the past - i think anyway. This is one of my say it in a rhyme series I haven't done one in a while. Love you all. ; ) Ma