It is black tar running through my veins in place of blood It is maggots digesting my dead, decaying skin It is nightmarish thoughts eating away at my soul It is a dark killer hunting me in the dark It is a lion tearing at my skin and devouring its prey It is a black hole annihilating everything in its path It is a storm leaving only a desolate landscape in its wake It is a cancer in my brain, consuming me It is the destruction of everything good in my life It is jealousy